Me: That person just looked at me then laughed. I'm ugly.
Me: That person behind me just laughed. I'm ugly.
Me: That person on the other side of the room laughed. I'm ugly.
Me: That person just laughed. I'm ugly.
Me: I'm ugly.

See I had a lot of crooks try to steal my heart, never really had luck, couldn't never figure out
how to love, how to love. See I had a lot of moments that didn't last forever, now I'm in this corner trying to put it together, how to love, how to love. For a second you were here, now you're over there, it's hard not to stare, the way you move your body like you never had my love, had a love. When I was just a young my looks were so precious, but now I'm grown up so fly it's like a blessin' but I CAN'T HAVE A MAN LOOKIN' AT ME FOR FIVE SECONDS WITHOUT BE FEELING INSECURE.  I never credit myself, so when I got older it's seems like I came back ten times over. Now I'm standing here in this damn corner lookin' through all my thoughts and lookin' over my shoulder. See I had a lot of crooks try to steal my heart, never really had luck, couldn't never figure out how to love, how to love. See I had a lot of moments that didn't last forever , now I'm in this corner trying to put it together, how to love, how to love. I had a lot of dreams that transformed to visions, the fact that I saw the world affected all my decisions but it wasn't my fault, it wasn't in my intentions to be the one here talkin' to be the one here listenin'. But I admire your poppin' bottles and pimpin' just as much as you admire bartendin' and strippin'. Baby, but don't be mad, nobody else trippin', I've seen a lot of crooks but the crooks still crook. See I had a lot of crooks try to steal my heart, never really had luck, couldn't never figure out how to love, how to love. See I just want you to know, see I deserve the best I'm beautiful, I'm beautiful. See I want you to know, I'm far from the usual, far from the usual.

Girls doesn't  like boys, girls likes fanfiction, food and middle aged celebrities.

• People: What's wrong with you?
• Me: I'm fat, i have fat, disgusting legs that wobble when i walk, i have horrible eyes that don't shine bright enough, my teeth aren't straight and white, my cheeks are chubby and my face is repulsive, my hands are dry, my skin is too pale, my heart literally aches, i don't sleep, i'm not enough, i never will be, i make myself sick, i starve, i have so many flaws, i'm weak, i don't feel, i'm numb, and i wish i was dead,  i'm putrid, nobody wants to be seen with such a broken soul like myself.